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Monday, 02 November 2009

Sunday, 18 October 2009

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    A Strangely Isolated Place
    By Ulrich Schnauss
    On My Own
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    I'm probably the most vulnerable man I know, But I hide it better than anyone I've met.

    What do people want me to say?... That I'm scared of everything all at once. that I want you to reassure me and you won't.

    The thing is, I want to talk to you, more than you realize. I'm way more emotional than you think I am.
    I want to cuddle non stop, but i'll tell you that I hate cuddling.

    Think of the strongest emotion person you know. then imagine him times ten.

    All I want, Is to write something so profound, or even just strange, that someone reads it and it changes their life, just a little.

    Every day, I miss a little more.

    I miss all of my friends, all of my family daily, I hate it.

    Military, Sucks.

    I... Am... Weak....


    I'm sorry. I should be better.


    This is the stupidest thing i've ever typed.

    I love you, I love you alot.

Friday, 02 October 2009

Monday, 07 September 2009

Sunday, 06 September 2009

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    The Pariah, the Parrot, the Delusion
    By Dredg
    Stamp of Origin: Pessimistic
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    Well folks, it's been awhile. Quite awhile in fact, especially since I promised myself I'd use this thing more. Geesh.


    I live, I breathe. There is little news besides that.
    A bunch of my friends have been sent to other units, It's really starting to show, on my person, how much I miss these people.  It is quite frustrating.

    Maybe I'd write more in here if I thought people cared more. Most of my friends from the past don't use this as an outlet. In fact, they have no way of keeping in contact, at least that I'm aware of, which makes being so far away very difficult.

    On to more bad news. I previously had leg surgery on my left leg, because my leg muscles have so much pressure built up in them, that they herniate. So i had a muscle blow out, and got it sorta fixed, with a moderate amount of nerve damage. Now that I recognize the signs, I can tell that my other leg is starting to freak as well, Which shows everytime I go running and have to stop to massage out crazy cramps.

    Man, i complain a lot.

    Luckily for me, I also drink a lot,

    Fuck this for now, Jeepers

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